i can't get to sleep, so i'm writing to you all.
i'm in pain right now so it makes sleeping a task, especially when i have school tomorrow at 9:30. i'm thinking of maybe trying to bore myself into a dream, but i doubt it. apparently, the pill i took earlier in the day is keeping me wired.
i've been drawing a lot more, and i'm pretty excited and let down by it all at the same time.
before i forget, i had a weird dream involving me buying 3 pies and eating them all. one thing that's odd is that i hate pie.
i'm growing my nails out. ._.
i'm learning japanese again so i can head to japan in the next 1-2 years with some basic knowledge.
i need to convince someone to come with me... it's times like this that i'm annoyed that i don't have a boyfriend to take with me. speaking of boyfriends, my good pal is convinced that i'll meet my "dream" guy there. who knows? i doubt it ._. asians like them thin.
i haven't told one of my friends about my plan of living in japan... i'm not sure i even will.
0 恐れを有しない人.